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Sunday, October 30, 2005
Recently I havent had the time to write, or rather I dun have the mood. While work has been rather smooth, my love story wasnt writing too well. Sometimes, being alone in Singapore missing someone can be quite a torture, and I have to smile and hang on. But last thursday, work din went smooth, I went home late and without dinner at 9pm, I was feeling tired and hungry. I did not get the encouragement I expect from my girlfriend from her sms, I felt really down. On my way walking home, it just suddenly rained heavily. I did not ran for shelter, I somehow chose to run in the rain. I wanted to run away from my problems, I wanted to be wet in the rain. I ran as fast as I could,probably looked stupid running so fast in the rain when shelter as by my side, somemore in office clothes.

When she called at night to se how I am doing, I could not took it anymore and I broke down, telling her how tired I was in the relationship. For the first time in 2 years, I finally said I was tired. After complaining all the "suffering", I finally felt much better. I did not know what to expect after saying all these, but somehow it turned better. She was very understanding and she apologised. A single "dui bu qi" eased all the pain, and I guess my life is starting to turn out much better. Maybe its not good to bottle up your feelings sometimes, thats why I am starting to write my blog again. Thats why I am using my old template again. thats why I chose this song to bring back all the memories I had in school. Thank you all my friends in NTU who made a difference in my life. Thank you all. Its yesterdae once more...
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