Wednesday, July 13, 2005
Tomorrow is my convocation dae, and I am not very excited bout it. SO do a lot of my friends. I wonder whether its the stress that we still havent found our jobs or the stress from our jobs that makes the occasion seems dull. Or simply the fact that BIZ convo is at night so the mood is a bit down, when the sky is dark, no good pictures can be taken. Or perhaps is that other than my biz frens, my ECA frens cant make it there? Or is it coz many parents will be there so we cant be crazy bout it. Or more importantly is it because my girlfriend cant be there tomorrow. Last but least, I guess its because the fact that I didnt really work very hard for this degree. Everydae in Uni was like more of an enjoyment for me than torture. Almost every sem break was like the end of studies for me. When it comes to this type of occasions, I can hardly lift up my mood. I forgot my mood on ORD liao, was it like this? Anyway I guess the thought that this may really be the end of many friendships forged in NTU that makes everything dull. And the thought that what awaits me in the future may be worse, or should I say will be worse than the period of what I am going to celebrate bout the end of it. A period worth remembering and embracing.
Sunday, July 10, 2005
First contact - 10:11 AM
The first contact from overseas,I am very happy and excited. Came from sms, which is very unexpected.
The second contact from overseas,
I am surprised she found interenet connection to reply my email.
The third contact from overseas,
It came in the form of late night MSN. Hard to type out "I gtg, gd nite"
These few days, there were ups and downs, but the waiting was worth it in the end. Though you will not see this, thanks for everything dear. Thank you.
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
Missing you - 10:25 AM
All the time I held you in my arms,I had the whole world right there.
There you were,
comforting me with all of your charms.
Every little kiss from you
was like a dream come true.
This love that I have inside my heart,
it all belonged to you!
It's funny, all those little things
I never thought I'd miss,
Like all those conversations we had,
or the first time we kissed.
I guess that what I'm trying to say,
is I miss and love you more each day!
It hurts me not to see you,
or not to know if you're ok.
I want you to understand
that I loved you from the start.
And I want you to know,
no matter how many miles
we may be apart,
you'll always hold a special place
in my heart.