Wednesday, July 13, 2005
Tomorrow is my convocation dae, and I am not very excited bout it. SO do a lot of my friends. I wonder whether its the stress that we still havent found our jobs or the stress from our jobs that makes the occasion seems dull. Or simply the fact that BIZ convo is at night so the mood is a bit down, when the sky is dark, no good pictures can be taken. Or perhaps is that other than my biz frens, my ECA frens cant make it there? Or is it coz many parents will be there so we cant be crazy bout it. Or more importantly is it because my girlfriend cant be there tomorrow. Last but least, I guess its because the fact that I didnt really work very hard for this degree. Everydae in Uni was like more of an enjoyment for me than torture. Almost every sem break was like the end of studies for me. When it comes to this type of occasions, I can hardly lift up my mood. I forgot my mood on ORD liao, was it like this? Anyway I guess the thought that this may really be the end of many friendships forged in NTU that makes everything dull. And the thought that what awaits me in the future may be worse, or should I say will be worse than the period of what I am going to celebrate bout the end of it. A period worth remembering and embracing.