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Monday, December 26, 2005
You're yellow, the color of joy and energy — two things you definitely bring to everyone around you. It's hard for anyone to be sad or lonely in your presence; your sunny disposition and cheery outlook just won't allow it. The warmth of your personality shines through in the kindness you show friends and family (and strangers, too). Always ready with a lighthearted joke or heartfelt compliment, you know how to make people feel good about themselves, so they can't get enough of you. Yellow is a warm and inviting color for a warm and inviting person — you!

http://web.tickle.com/invite?test=1108&type=t

Thats what I get for doing this colour personality Test. I wonder if I am still the person who really brings sunshine to my friends. In fact only some of them felt it bah, since I take a while before I really blend in with people.

Wana thank Gis who is so worried that I have changed and lost my smile. I am alrite, and I am very happy. Life is ok, but I am great. Next meeting I will make sure I wun be looking so sian again. Haha.
Also wana thank those who takes time to read my blog, find out bout my recent life happenings. Esp to Angeline who still bother to coment. ahha. Thank you for caring that I still exist, hahah.
Sunday, December 25, 2005
Its suppose to be a merry merry Christmas, but 2 sad events happened around me. Both my girlfirend's and my best friend's Grandma passed away 1 day after the other. They are the 2 closest friends of mine at the moment and for such a thing to happen to them, somehow my heart grows in pain for them sometimes. Pls bless them for this period of time, to tide over their grief.

Which reminds me, life is short, do what you want, love who you love. Appreciate every moment, for you do not know when that moment will be gone. Regardless, I hope everyone have a wonderful christmas, an occasion I love more than any other holidaes.

Merry christmas.
Saturday, December 17, 2005
Finally back to the world of civilization. Not that reservist was that bad, but no matter how army imprves, it still kinda sucks. Bathing in clogged toilet where water are up to your ankle level, going outfield and eating dun non appealing food(though they improved the packaging) and other stupid stuff. What we can do inside camp when there is nothing to do is sleep. Practically I slept more hours in camp then out here. I miss the time I sit infront of computer and switching on my msn and stare blankly at my comp. haaha though I did get a really chance to reflect back at my life and see where I wish to head.

All in all, it was a good trip, I learn a lot of things. I found back myself. I learn to appreciate things. I saw a lot of my great friends. Yes, despite the tough expereice of being dirty, running around, carrying heavy stuff, it was really a good experience. BUT I really wun want to experience it if I have a choice. See you guys in March 2007!
Saturday, December 10, 2005
While one tries to find oneself at the crossroad,
One must take care not to lose himself.
By the bright lights of the city,
or the lullaby of the birds singing in the far distance.
To find who you truly are,
take a look at the stars and ask silently in your heart,
"Who am I?"
"You are who you are."
If you chose to be led by the city lights,
you belong to the buzzling city.
If you chose to be led towards singing birds,
you belong with nature.
Who you are, its no matter.
Most importantly you must be true to yourself,
true to everyone around you.
And thats who you are, the unique you.

Hahah suddenly felt like writing this para of words up there while I am on my endless journey of finding the meaning of life and finding out who I am. I am going to resevist this coming Mondae. Its no holidae break, but perhaps will let me rest mentally for a week. Hope I dun become too stupid. Sleeping in the jungle may find me back what I lost. On the other hand, what I lost may not be important to me afterall. I am who I am. I will be who I become. It aint no matter.

My hands are small I know, but they are not yours they are my own.

p/s: Everyone who is reading my blog, stay happy!
Saturday, December 03, 2005
Nowadaes it feels like I am making a post a week, to sum up my whole weekend. This week for the first time, there was a dae where I din even had the chance to go for lunch. Any while listening to the radio, it talked about "kong zhuo kuang". I think at the moment I fall into the category. Haha coz I havent took a single leave on the job, even when I am sick I make sure I come for the first half to finish my work, and drinking water and going to the toilet becomes a waste of time. Haha of coz I am not really to that extend as bad as it sounds, but sometimes I just feel that way. Being dreaming and thinking bout work every night I slept, maybe I should go on a holiday somehow. This coming week of resevist will give my mind a break. Never hated army life, for thats when you hear turn left you go left and walk straight you move on.

Enter into the magical world of dragons, flying unicorns, amazing tents, mysterious portal key and evil wizards. Thats the power of harry potter and I truly enjoyed the show. Long time since I watched a movie, been over 5 months I think. More importantly watched it with Gis and Zhi Hai, 2 pals I havent watch a movie with for a long long time. Feels like the daes when we first stepped into uni. Though we 3 are from different faculty, we seem to alway find time to meet up last time and having a common ECA of coz helps to bring us closer. Hope this friendship last forever.
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