Saturday, March 18, 2006
The dae when Snoopy died... - 8:49 AM
Yes, Snoopy died. At least thats how I dreamed about 2 weeks ago. Weird dream, Woodstock coming to me and said Snoopy died and he wana die too. He can't live without Snoopy, so sad that the author had to kill Snoopy. I did not know what the dream was trying to say, not that I believe dreams say anything. But it suddenly occur to me that ever since that dae, I never had a nice dae at work. Going home late everydae becomes a norm, no more going out to have lunch breaks and work piling up like mad. My email went down, my ID deleted from the face of citibank by HR. I dun exist on the list, but I worked like mad. My boss said harsh things to me and the team, weak he said. He said the team was weak. That we have less work to do, and that I dun even ensure work is done properly. Not that I did a great jpb, but hey, juggling 2 process at the same time is not easy. I am doing 2 person's work with 1 set of time. Of coz I make mistakes, I admit. But pls be more understanding. But nevertheless, nothing is going to stop me, nothing is going to bring me down, HAha I am beautiful no matter what they say. I am going to up my gear now, prove to him that I am GOOD. I hate it when people say I am lousy.So busy that I did not have even energy to record an entry in the weekend. But here I am, back to tell the world I still exist.
Work is an endless journey, it sometimes seems to go on and on, never ending, winding and you ask yourself why am I walking this tiresome and repeative journey? To keep yourself going, tell yourself why you started this journey in the first place. Do you want to take the easy way out and take a shortcut? Do you want to walk another road? Coz if you do, you won't reach the end and get what you want in the first place. Look behind you, do you want to give up the roads you travelled, the sweat and tears. No, I dun, I know what I want. I will get what I want.