Wednesday, January 26, 2005
Is it a choice? - 1:39 PM
Wahh its been pretty some time since I wrote an entry. Nothing spectacular happened in the past week. Except for some inner self fighting bout some issues, life been pretty good. I mean the problem with me is that I am easily influenced by others, and sometimes my actions and decisions are swayed towards their direction. Due to privacy reasons, haha of coz I can't share something as personal as this on this publice web where most of my friends know liao. Besides this inner battles, the problems of jobs is also upsetting. Reality has sunk in that its seriously quite hard to find a job you want in the economy todae and while on one hand I must thank UOB to call me up personally for my own error, I am really dissapointed in most of my job applications. I don't know what to do, and simply too lazy to even send out resumes. All the good banks most probably won't want someone like me. Haah god bless me on this.
Other than this, of course there is the ever present FYP. Faced with a choice between mind and manual labour, our group chose brawns over brains, helping her get 2000 responses and that allows us to stop our FYP in about a week's time i guess. Good choice or not I don't know, we were practically left with no choice cause that seems to be the choice she wants us to take. In life, there appears to be choices. But more often then due to circumstances and other external personel implications, we are left with only one route to take. A choice is no longer a choice, its a path u have to take.