Sunday, August 14, 2005
Mixed emotions... - 9:57 PM
Todae I went to Marina and watch the last of the fireworks festivals, eating at my favourite restaurant overseeing the fireworks, simply one of the greatest joys you can get in life. Seeing beautiful fireworks, however distance, however small is alway beautiful. The fact that you don't see it everydae and it only lasts a while makes it even more beautiful. Being a person who used to enjoy only long everlasting peaceful scenery, I am learning how to enjoy beautiful things while it last. Another thing was I also saw Jeff there. Alway nice to see a friend you know, especially the ever smiling Jeff.However during the dinner, I learned that one of my colleague is leaving the bank. I din know what to feel, or whats the reason behing her leaving the bank. Did she left on her own accord? What personal reasons did she had for leaving? If she found a better job, I am happy for her. Though the time we got to know each other were only 2-3 weeks, we did share alot in common to be nice friends and I am glad I am the first person she tell other then my boss. I guess as times goes by, I will learn to accept that your colleagues changes over time, expecially in a stressful and demanding place like mine. Who knows I might even be the one leaving, but I sincerely hope not. I wish my friend all the best, also quietly wishing myself all the best. Things will never be the same anymore...