Sunday, November 06, 2005
Treasure every moment... - 10:36 PM
Todae is a funny dae. I suddenly had the urge to flip through all my old stuff and old photos. I saw my Seconday school photo where we all graduated. Some of the faces I already forgotten till I saw them. Brought back many memories, mostly nice ones. Din learned how to appreciate my time in Chinese High, alway thought it was a lousy school. But after I graduated, realized its really really a very wonderful school. It gave me a very special education, it gave my great friends. A lot most probably did not know, if not for a group of kind hearted friends who made me turn my back on a bad group of friends, I most prob would not end up in uni. I thank them sincerely from the bottom of my heart.Alot of times in life we tend to not treasure what we have till its gone. Be it a nice colleague at work who you can joke with, or the times u spend with your girlfriend. Used to think phonecalls and watching movies are so plain simple. But ever since Xiao Hui went to China, I never stepped into a cinema, and phonecalls became ever so precious. Everything I seen todae are like telling me that I havent been appreciating what I had last time. I guess I should have done better. Well no point crying over split milk, I have to pick up my life and make every moment more meanigful. I have to treasure every moment I have and I am going to ... No idea what else I can do. Just be happy I guess. I once said, though my dream is simply to be happy everydae, its the hardest dream to obtain. So dun ever laugh at my dream! AHah.
These few daes been thinking how to tell something to my boss, tryign to find the right moment. But nothing seems to be right. Feels so much like expressing my love to a gal I like. Dunoe what to say, so I rehearse through my mind. But I guess when the actual situation comes, I will be tongue tied. God, pls help me on this one. Well tml I shall try again. Hope everything goes well for me.