Sunday, October 22, 2006
If I ask... - 3:51 PM
Hmm it seems a long time since I wrote an entry, figure that if I dun people might have thought I died from the haze. Haha.Well reason being nothing much happened for the past 1 or 2 weeks. Been pretty happy and seen a lot more through life and work. Had a nice short break and had a nice lunch with my girlfriend up on the revolving restaurant at Top of the M. Quite a different experience, though french crusine might not be for me cause the main course portion is sooo small. But the service was good, the food was good, and best of all , the dessert was great. Ambience was good, kinda romantic, high up in hazy Singapore, like you are in the high mountains. AHah.
Ohh bought myself a Nikkon camera, haha not the best model out there, but whereas its still my first one after so long. Used to say I dun need a camera cause I was always the subject of the picture. Its people who wants to shoot me and not me shooting others. But reality struck that I am no longer anybody's subject except myself and so I bought one that can shoot myself. One that can twist the lens backwards facing myself. Hahah. Just kidding. I made myself sounds pathetic.
Remember when you were small? When you asked so many question from your mummy, "Why is the water blue? Why does the aeroplane fly? Why must we study? and of course Where did I come from? and how...." Well mummy is grateful to answer most questions, but as you grow older, if I ask... who would answer? I guess it comes upon a time where you just realise you cant depend on others for answer and you got to start searching for it yourself. I realize that answers seeked by myself will be well remembered. Like how to survive every relationship, what is love, what is my dream job, what is life. Cause theres no more standard answer anymore, you can ask for advice, but hey, theres no right or wrong. You just got to make a choice and dun regret. That's life. So if I ask, I know I won't get any answer, except from someone up there. But in the end, its better to ask yourself, ask yourself what you really want.