Monday, May 28, 2007
Weird me.... - 2:45 PM
Was tagged by Angie to list out weird things that about me... Can't really think of them off hand. Not that I am not weird, I really think I am. Just that they are norm to me that they have become a part of me. Now that I am on leave.... Lets see.1. First thing that came to mind was I am very superstitious at work. I open all the programs in my computer in the same sequence everyday, kinda like what Angie does. In the middle of the day one of my programs suddenly shuts down, I would have to close all the programs after it to start all over again. Those tabs at the bottom of my screen CANNOT change. I get the feeling that if they change, my day would just go wrong. And they did in the past. So you can imagine how piss I will be if program 3 dies off. That would mean I have to shut and restart program 4-7.... Weird weird weird thinking of mine.
2. My mind and heart moves in different directions. So much so I get confused 90% of the time. The things I like, I do not do well in it. The things I hate, I do well in it. I alway like art/lit work, yet I do not fear well in them. I hate math/science, yet I do so well in them. Sigh.. Why is my life this way... Haha.
3. I think too much for others, when they dun even care bout me. I think the whole world should be nice, when obviously they are not. Not that I am naive, I just like to see the world that way. which comes to this weird habit of mine. I do not wear specs even when I can't see the outside world clearly. That way I cannot see the world well nor the ugly side of it, and I see it the way I want to see it. The world is always beautiful.
4. I like to take shortcuts, walk new paths. I like to think of something new. I like to be special. But often than not, guess I am still normal. Though my thinking can be weird and special at times.
5. I do not like winners. 2nd is fine, 3rd is ok. Thats why I do not support wining teams, I do not try my best in everything I do. I do not know what I am afraid of. I just hate to be the best.
6. I hate SpongeBob and Barney. Dun ask me why. I have NO idea, and I do not plan to have one.
Gosh, wonder what weird habits my buddy has. Buddy?