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Monday, June 25, 2007
Just 6 months back, my life was on track. My career seems to be going on the right path. But recently its really bad, like I might mentioned umpteen times in my blog. Shan't go through horrid stuff again.
Just feel demoralized why things turn out this way and I can't help it. I tried so hard to no avail. She criticised me for speaking up for the team. Its the truth that she do not wan to hear. Its that not what she want? Employees that dare to speak what on their mind? My colleague say to keep quiet and I will be well. Nothing I say can change the way things are going on at the moment. I beg to differ then, but guess I was wrong.

I wana be strong and survive this ordeal, but it seems the easy way is to run away, away from this problem. I wana go somewhere higher where i can achieve better things and I hope this is not a sign of escaping your problem. I will try again to solve the current issues, so that when I leave one dae, I know I did not leave cause I could not survive here. But that I conquered here, that's why I moved on.
I guess I just have to put it aside and see how things go. Let work just be work, and not let it affect me. Silly me. Said this numerous times to myself and yet it didn't sink into my subconscious.
Haha Adrian Adrian, when will you ever wake up?
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