Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Life is so difficult? Haha... - 10:07 PM
End of a short break, do not what to expect when I get back to work tomorrow. Well at dinner time, some whirlwind of emotion overcame me and I suddenly felt glad to be going back to work. Haha wonder what's wrong with me. I am sure I will not be feeling that way during lunch tomorrow. Will I? I wonder....Anyway last Friday wasn't fantastic for me. Got told off that I should be more careful. How can a person be careful over something that need not be done for the past 3 years? When its the first time its happening. It’s not being careful if it is happening out of the blue, when the only difference is 1 line out of the many congested lines. Doing a good job everyday isn’t good enough. It’s like a job of a bodyguard. Everyday you guard your master and nothing goes wrong, you are not rewarded. But one day people attack out of the blue and he got hurt, you are responsible. Nothing wrong with that. I am not complaining, just thinking aloud. Just writing this down so that 1 year down the road I will remember.
Anyway finally finish organizing the department's bowling party. Do not know if it’s good. Well you can't please everyone can you? Food not good, some complain, boss say it’s good. So who do I listen? Prize money little, say me, but who gave the money? Think! Boss set the budget, what can I do? Out of my own pocket? Haha already took out time and effort yet people do not show appreciation. I could not even eat well on that day, walking around to coordinate. Glad some of the people do appreciate. That’s all that matters. Lets not care bout those black sheeps ya?
Haha reading back what I wrote it seem I had a terrible 2 days leave. Naahhh.. It was great. Relaxing, bought my shoes and just great. No work equals great. Haha but life is heng nan. Very difficult... Haha.