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Saturday, November 26, 2005
Woah long time since I met my uni friends and yesterdae was fun. We talked through the night till 1am. We talked about renting another chalet where hopefully this time round won't be haunted. Still remembered I rent a chalet at those old sentosa chalet and a friend took us to walk around one old stretch of road supposely to be haunted. As you walk on the road, you will notice that the lampost lights switch off behind you. When you walk the second time, you will notice that the lights there will be on again. Of coz we din dare to walk the second round.
Then at night when I slept, the bare road behind our house seem to be empty but there are so many car lights and sounds in the late middle of the night where they shouldnt be so much ppl. Weird place, really weird.... Haha but our stay at sentosa was great and I hope to organize another fun trip for all of us.

Working has turned slightly better now, with me and Ray deciding to go for a revamp after our recent work is cleared. Slowly bit by bit I am clearing those work lagging behind. I guess relaxing once in a while after work will really make you more refresh, more motivated and efficient for work. Cheekien also recently comented he wana go climb mount kinabalu. Lookin at those pictures really make you forget the city life. Those mountain pics that Zhihai took seems like its where deity lives. I wana visit there too! Haha life is not bad! (coz cannot say g**d or it will turn bad. oh yes its true.)
Saturday, November 19, 2005
This week is horrible, work is not smooth at all. Made so much mistakes and somethings at work are better left unsaid. I had been warned before that working life sux, but dinoe life can be so sucky. School life seems to be really much better afterall, hoping that those still studying can enjoy whatever time they have left. I also realize all my friends who are working aint leading that happy life afterall. All seem to end up chasing that only thing that can motivates us, yes sadly its money.
But Sheryl told me, find back the reason why you chose this job in the first place. I think i remembered. So I m going to hang on. Just hang on. Haha hope for a better tomorrow!
Thursday, November 10, 2005
Haha Yesterdae both me and my girlfriend both dreamt together. But in our dreams were not each other but another guy and gal. She had a poor dream, a nightmare she called. A fren of hers died in a car accident in China. Mine was better. I dreamt of Angeline and Poh Loon, before a math exams. I seem to be quite happy inside the dream, finally going back to the school. But just before exam started, I realize my calculator and .... I was woken up by my mum as I am going to be late for work. So funny to dream of these 2 friends, only to realize why. We all have surnames starting with "Y" so will alway sit together in exams. Its so weird that even in my dreams my mind seem to work. Dreams are suppose to be without logic, I wonder why I still have "control" over my dreams.... I wonder why...

Todae I finally spoke to her... the result is like "I like you, but you still have to wait. I already told my mum, but she have to seek dad's consent first. SO I dun really know the outcome, but I will persuade them real hard. Dun worry k? Once again, I like you. "
What can I say except smile at her. Only time will tell in 2 months time.
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
HAha todae saw an auditor came to see our work, quite surprised to see one of them is my friend. I guess more and more of friends will be visiting me soon in the future as so many of my frineds are auditors.
2 lessons I learn today. Be good to accountancy students, you never know when are they going to audit your work. the second i learn from Ray, even though they are your friends, do not reveal anythign bad about your work. haha life is so "dangerous" with auditors around.
Good luck to all auditors out there!
Sunday, November 06, 2005
Todae is a funny dae. I suddenly had the urge to flip through all my old stuff and old photos. I saw my Seconday school photo where we all graduated. Some of the faces I already forgotten till I saw them. Brought back many memories, mostly nice ones. Din learned how to appreciate my time in Chinese High, alway thought it was a lousy school. But after I graduated, realized its really really a very wonderful school. It gave me a very special education, it gave my great friends. A lot most probably did not know, if not for a group of kind hearted friends who made me turn my back on a bad group of friends, I most prob would not end up in uni. I thank them sincerely from the bottom of my heart.

Alot of times in life we tend to not treasure what we have till its gone. Be it a nice colleague at work who you can joke with, or the times u spend with your girlfriend. Used to think phonecalls and watching movies are so plain simple. But ever since Xiao Hui went to China, I never stepped into a cinema, and phonecalls became ever so precious. Everything I seen todae are like telling me that I havent been appreciating what I had last time. I guess I should have done better. Well no point crying over split milk, I have to pick up my life and make every moment more meanigful. I have to treasure every moment I have and I am going to ... No idea what else I can do. Just be happy I guess. I once said, though my dream is simply to be happy everydae, its the hardest dream to obtain. So dun ever laugh at my dream! AHah.

These few daes been thinking how to tell something to my boss, tryign to find the right moment. But nothing seems to be right. Feels so much like expressing my love to a gal I like. Dunoe what to say, so I rehearse through my mind. But I guess when the actual situation comes, I will be tongue tied. God, pls help me on this one. Well tml I shall try again. Hope everything goes well for me.
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
Woah today is a holiday, but I am stuck in home alone. My family went their separate ways, each with their own programs. But nevertheless, resting at home can be so wonderful, especially when the sun is so hot, the body is so nua, the eyes so tired. Haha.

Most of my frens are having their exams now, cant bother them or disturb them, which makes me think I am so far away from school life when it was only like 5 mths ago... Gone are the days where you rush for projects, get excited bout presentations or dread that 60 pg report. But everythign in life has its good, has its bad. For alot, school can be so stressful, when exams are round the corner. For me, it never really got to stress me. Maybe coz I dun care bout exams bah. I remembered one interivew i had when I told the interviewer I was never really stressed in my life. She tot I was osmekind of alien. haha maybe there are moments where I am nervous or moody when datelines are tight, but never stressed out. Cant afford to I guess, coz life moves on even when you are stress, why bother to be man? Life is short, so make the best out of it. Always treasue the times you are anjoying, for you wont know when things are going to change.

To a special person out there, no matter what the outcome, I wont forget bout you. Thank you.
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